On Monday, I had my first weigh in with Weight Watchers. I lost a pound. Pretty sure it was because I was wearing a different pair of pants that are a lighter material.
Since I decided to do this, I feel like I am starving and can't get enough food. So it comes down to I am not getting enough food because I don't have enough plain vegetables and fruits in my diet. I eat all the wrong foods so I am only allowed a 1/2 cup of most things I like to eat. So I am really hungry. I feel like I am on a feeding frenzy. Today, I tried to bring enough stuff to work so I could stop this feeling. I brought my WW egg sandwich, a can of tomato juice, a cup of raw cucumber, a cup of cooked broccoli and a cup of peaches. I also have my WW frozen lunch entrée. Crazy thing is I have a desire to wolf it all down now. I don't believe I am actually hungry. I think there is something wrong in my head.
My rings are really tight so I am not losing weight I feel like I am gaining. So today I hope to get control of this with the extra veggies and fruits.
My depression is pretty high right now too. I have been going to bed around 8:00 each night and I am not doing anything except reading. That is an escape mechanism for me. Really weepy today. My husband and I are planning to move back to WI in April. And while I want to go back, it is really scary because we will have no income till we find jobs. Also, I have a co-worker that I just want to scream at. This is what I would scream - SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. She drives me nuts and is making my great job not so great.
Okay, I am off to try to make this a good day.